Stagnation (featuring Thqmas Insomniac & Kyle Duncan)

from Decaying In Desolation by Skabel

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I’ve been missing in action. I’ll probably do this again. Knowing human nature and depression, this is not really going to fucking end. I’ll probably die due to suicide. The world around me is going to collide. I wake myself up to this brand new day. I dread the future and I’m going to say I’m breathing, I’m living, I’m playing. I got a pulse inside of me. It’s been rather foggy, I have grown up a little too. I’ve been rotting, I’m self-harming and I wanna die. I throw myself up to rid of ugliness. I can’t fucking help but dwell in consciousness. Looking at myself and all of my flaws, I can’t seem to find the simple fucking cause. This self-hatred has killed me inside. I’m really worried to internally die. What if this really just a thing a way of me pleading just asking to kill me, please free me, even drug me? And if there’s a god up there, I’ll choke him, I’ll cut him, I’ll break him like Harry Harlow. And I say good bye!

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from Decaying In Desolation, released February 13, 2015

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Anarchist folkpunk and ska since 2012.

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